Do you ever worry that Louis will simply walk away? Not kill you, not try to harm you, but that his indifference will grow strong enough to simply not care anymore?

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We walk away from each other quite frequently. It’s like clockwork. These days we are never apart for very long, but inevitable intermittent separation has become commonplace. It’s healthy for us, distance.

He would never leave me permanently, however, nor I him.

In your relationship with Louis, who loves the most?

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I think that is an unfair question.

It’s impossible to tell because we love so differently.

The way I show my affection is through a  showering of lavish gifts, which Louis often condemns as being superfluous and shallow. Whereas Louis expresses love in much more subtle ways, through other intimacies. A flash of a genuine smile, the gentle squeeze of a hand. It sounds as though I fully understand this and have worked around the way our “love languages” clash, but that is far from it. I am saying all of this now from a very analytical standpoint, but there are instances where these differences can be very disheartening to the both of us.

With that being said, however, there is no way to calculate  which one of us loves more. I suppose I am much more prone to grand romantic gestures, but there is no equation that could be employed to figure  the true sum of our affections. I do not believe our bond can be quantified.