What alternative was there? Should I have dragged him around Europe with us in the search for Marius and for the answers that I did not have? What about when Gabrielle finally left and I lost all hope? Would he have gone to ground with me? Would he have been careful in his feeding habits when unleashed and roaming the countryside? And when I was rescued by Marius….when I finally looked upon Akasha’s face, would he have stood by my side?
I think not. It was he that returned to Renaud’s and it was he that formed The Theater of the Vampires! He hated the sight of me and I him but for different reasons….I hadn’t perished, the light never left me despite my descent into darkness! And he was a madman….half broken creature of dark genius! Would he have been happy to leave Paris? To stare at my face every evening and leave his music behind?
You know the answer if you are reading. Why ask me the questions to which you already know the answers? Are you attempting to demonize and damn me once more? Are you attempting to point out my mistakes when they parade themselves before me again on a nightly basis?
I have laid it bare at your feet and my sins are available at any time for you to browse and review over and over if you like. I am done with them, a tired tune indeed! Ask me no more!
I will find a way to give Nicolas purpose again but I realize that together, we do nothing but poison the well over and over until neither of us can drink.
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why wont you give Lestat’s books a chance?
A chance to do what exactly?
If it makes you feel better, I haven’t read Twilight either.
(//If I might add a little here, I really like this answer. If reports of Nicolas’s death were greatly exaggerated, and he was knocking around somewhere currently, I HIGHLY doubt he’d want to read the VC. He has no interest in learning Lestat’s spin of what happened 200 yrs ago nor any in reading a current YA vampire series w/ all the reputation it has. That part of their unlife is long, long gone. Their ship is very sunken ;A;)
[ always nice to get a lil shoutout from one of your favourite vampire chronicles fandom blogs. thanks @i-want-my-iwtv! ]
You are most welcome, thank u for doing the same! You’re making me want to watch Versailles… Do I have to start at the beginning to fully appreciate it?
Hello ! First, I just want to say I absolutely love your blog. It’s amazing, I’m so glad we have you to keep the fandom alive ! What brings me here is this: I just started watching a series called Versailles (about Louis XIV’s reign) and I swear I cannot see a single scene with the guy that plays the King’s brother (Alexander Vlahos) without thinking he would make a perfect Louis. Everything matches: the depressive mood, the gayness, and his looks too ! Can I ask you your opinion ? La bise <3
Awwww thank u so much, always good to hear I’m doing well w/ this thing ;u; I’ll keep up more of the same, then!
I haven’t watched Versailles, but I have heard of it and seen bits on tumblr, and as a side note: you might be interested in this Philippe RPer: @frerenuage. And the Chevalier is RP’d by @chxvaliers.
He’s not 100% my headcanon but Alexander Vlahos – wow. So pretty.
And look, he’s doing that little demure thing that Louis does when he’s trying not to be judgmental, better to just say, “I see…” and speak w/ his glare:
This looks familiar: not the outfit and hairdo so much as the facial expression and subtitle, w/ a pleased af Lestat front and center “YISS I DRAGGED HIM HERE KICKING AND SCREAMING! I AM AMAZE MYSELF
This is also familiar, bc Louis is in fact a BAMF and he will smack a bitch:
Finally, Talk To The Hand:
Seeking a Louis or Nicolas…
Someone messaged me the following:
“Hello! I was recommend to ask you if you know any active private message rp blogs? Preferably a Louis or Nicki for a Lestat/Claudia roleplayer.”
So that’s what they’re looking for! The mun says that they are over 18.
Ask or Message me and we’ll see if we can matchmake ;D
“Same old dance…somebody change my shorts.”
- Mun and muse are 21+.
- RP with 18+ only.
- Open to OCs, smut, violence, open relationships, drugs, etc. (Message me privately re: anything not listed).
- Semi-selective.
- Flexible with canon.
- Faceclaim is River Phoenix.
Monsieur de Lenfent a revenu…
Nicolas de Lenfent leapt into the flames to welcome death. He never thought Eleni would conceal him from Armand, Lestat, and the world by burying his burned corpse deep beneath the streets of Paris. Now he stumbles through Paris, eager for modern life but still struggling with his demons.
- Mun and muse are 18+.
- RP with 18+ only.
- Open to OCs, smut, violence, open relationships, drugs, etc. (Message me privately re: anything not listed).
- Semi-selective.
- Flexible with canon.
- Faceclaim is either George Blagden or young!Robert Downey Jr.
- Send me an Ask or say “hi” over tumblr IM! 🙂 Nicolas is an unreliable narrator and if you are ever confused, please contact me OOC.
That which doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.
From a perspective like that my efforts seem less like ‘attempted murder’ and more like ‘investing in the personal growth of others’.
You’re welcome.
REBLOG IF YOU’RE A VAMPIRE CHRONICLES RP
And you will be added to this list
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