My agony was unbearable. Never since I was a human being had I felt such mental pain. It was because all of Lestat’s words had made sense to me. I knew peace only when I killed, only for that minute; and there was no question in my mind that the killing of anything less than a human being brought nothing but a vague longing…
I was turning around and around in the street, looking at the stars and thinking, Yes, it’s true. I know what he is saying is true, that when I kill there is not longing; and I can’t bear this truth, I can’t bear it.
I’m almost at 200 followers on this blog, a blog I opened up upon joining the VC fandom a little less than a year ago, and I just wanted to say, thank you.
This, by far, has been the best fandom community I’ve been a part of, and I’m really grateful for it. Sure, we sometimes have our disagreements and our fights, but when it comes down to it, they get solved or pushed aside for the sake of community well-bring. For the most part, most everyone that I have met has been very respectful of one another, or at they very least willing to learn from one another. There are truly some talented, kind, and enthusiastic people in this fandom, which makes it all worthwhile. I am a part of other fandoms (seen on my main) that are not as blessed. I am a part of a fandom involved in heavy recent discourse, and others that remain partly dead despite having new material and new fans. It gets frustrating, but I know I can always come home to this fandom. I know the dynamic may change when the VC TV show is finally out, but I hope our community remains close to its core.
So, thank you again, and keep being you! I intend to stick around for a very long time ❤
We do still have 3 gifts outstanding, we haven’t forgotten you!
For now, I have a few extra that I made and I’ll post them for you, but they may not fit your original prompts 😛
We will be finding legit substitute Santas to fill those prompts properly if the original santas really can’t do their gifts, but the gifts will come post-NYE *hugs*
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