you never have to force yourself to change to “prove your abuser wrong” about whatever they said or implied about you. your traits or even flaws are never justification for the abuse you endured.
the end goal of recovering from abuse is not proving them wrong, being more successful than them, or anything of the sort if you don’t want to and/or can’t do any of the above. it’s living without the person(s) who hurt you, and being safe and happy doing whatever you feel the right path is for you.
you are strong and deserving of happiness on your own terms.
Danila Kovalev
OH MY G-D FLUEVOG HAS COME OUT WITH A PAIR OF SHOES NAMED “THE LESTAT”. WITH BRUSHED STEEL HEELS. I NEED THEM.
::prays the 7 in men’s = 8 in women’s sizes::
You don’t understand. The depths of my COVETING for these shoes is off the charts. THEY’RE POINTY POINTY FLUEVOGS WITH A HEEL I COULD WALK IN AND THEY’RE NAMED FOR MY RIDICULOUS BRAT PRINCE.
#LESTAT LIKES THIS #I WANT THIS BC OF REASONS

NOTE: This info reblogged on his BIRTHDAY of all days nights!
When my eyes meet his gaze as we’re sitting here staring at each other, time stops. Those eyes are piercing mine, and I can swear at this moment he senses the real me. The one without the attitude, without the facade
how do we seem to you? do you find us beautiful, magical? our white skin, our fierce eyes? “drink” you ask me, do you have any idea of the thing you will become?
VC requests
it’s almost midnight and I just finished my work for the day.
I’m willing to take some Vampire Cronical sketch requests~
(no spoilers please, i haven’t read all the books yet x.x)
A FAVE FANARTIST IS DRAWING VC AGAIN *FLAILS*
…casually and calmly sends them sketch requests…
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LESTAT! HAVE A SMILING LOUIS…
Louis in this outfit would be the perfect birthday present ❤u❤