I just want to say thank you for providing a place where VC fans can share their thoughts and feelings. Lately my mother has been ridiculing me for having read the VC, she will say things like: “You and your stupid vampire books.” Which is not something I like to hear. I appreciate that I can just go onto your blog and see that other people love these books too. IWTV especially has taught me things about life that other books are not able to do. So thank you for being here.

You’re so welcome! You made my day! *hugs* 

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You might want to send a similar message to Anne Rice herself over on FB, not that she would answer it necessarily, but I do think she appreciates it every time when she gets messages like these, and I think she would be supportive of your love for her books ❤

While I’m always grateful to receive messages like these (notes like these keep this blog alive!), I’ve held it for a week bc I wanted to collect myself, and be very careful in answering it.

I didn’t set out with the intention of providing a place where VC fans can share their thoughts and feelings, that was a happy accident, and I engage with those thoughts and feelings as selectively as I do in any conversation online or in real life. I’m not an official/paid VC spokesperson, not an authority, and never claimed to be, I’m just one fan who enjoys VC and wants to do that in my own specific way. It’s been wonderful to find others who also enjoy VC, the discussions here can be informative, and sharing headcanons/fanart/fanfic/etc. has been the gift that keeps on giving ❤ I’ve made some of the best friends of my life here.

TL;DR: I hope you make friends here, Anon, and can see that you can love these books with others. Don’t let your mom trample on you for what you enjoy. Don’t argue with her, just don’t take those comments to heart.

Hit the jump for more, cut for length.


“Lately my mother has been ridiculing me for having read the VC, she will say things like: “You and your stupid vampire books.” Which is not something I like to hear.” 

^I find that kind of dismissive language/attitude really insulting, too. She must not see what you and I do. You’re not alone. This is a small fandom but a growing one, where fanartists are inspired to draw the characters, writers inspired to write fic about them, cosplayers to dress up like them! People use these stories and characters as an outlet for their own self-expression, their own beliefs about life. 

I agree w/ you, VC has taught me a lot about life, too. We all come to VC with our own experiences/imagination and we take from it what works for us… but the common thread I’ve seen throughout all these years is that the impact VC has had on many of the fans seems to come directly from the work Anne Rice put into it in those first few books. In those books, she was working through the kind of pain few people can really understand or survive, working through her demons she was working straw into gold, and we found it relatable. We watched Louis struggle through his issues with religion and having to kill people to survive. We watched Claudia suffer with the realities of her existence and try to deal with it as best she could. We got Lestat’s life story and how miserable his beginnings were and how he managed to keep a kind heart and aim for goodness despite all the failures and obstacles in his way. There’s a lot of pain in these first few books, but there’s also love and triumph, too. Not always a clear distinction between good/bad, there are difficult choices, and not always the best results, but the general direction always felt like the characters were trying. That’s my own interpretation and what I’ve gotten out of it.

Straw into gold, that’s what I think we have in VC, and those who fail to see that? Well, maybe they’ve found something more relatable somewhere else, or they didn’t need it, but for people like your mom to trample on others for finding relatable value in a fictional work?I can’t support that, personally. I admit that I do poke fun at the Twilight fans occasionally, as they probably poke fun at VC fans, but deep in my heart, I respect them and I would hope that they respect us. They are no less “worthy” of liking what they like – and finding something in it that gives them life – than anyone else. 

“I appreciate that I can just go onto your blog and see that other people love these books too.” 

We do love these books! I hope you come off anon and make some friends here. Friends are the family you choose for yourself. Don’t let your mom trample on you for enjoying what you enjoy. 

So that Anon called you the “authority on Tumblr”, eh? Well, they’re not wrong but I think “Coven Leader” would fit better xD

Awwwww merci! ♥u♥

… Do I say that too much? YOU GUYS MAKE THIS WORTH DOING IT GIVES ME SO MUCH LIFE.

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‘Coven Leader,’ well… I just do what I do. I won’t deny that I like titles in the abstract, but wouldn’t a Coven Leader also have authoritative responsibilities? And have to appoint ppl to their Dark Cabinet, and arrange Dark Events on their Dark Calendar? Wait, I do do that, to some extent (@vcsecretgifts signups are still open till 12/2!)… maybe “coven leader” in all lower case letters fits better, less pressure. I’m more of a ‘coven cheerleader’ bc I am mired in this positivity loop and I love encouraging fanworks.

I want to address smtg regarding my place in the fandom, since we’re on the topic. 

Someone* recently told me that as a monolith of the fandom I have an obligation to

acknowledge what’s troubling about canon, breed awareness of who controls the narrative of culture and who that harms. I feel that this kind of analysis is a different kind of fanwork, an engagement done with as much love as in the creation of fanart, fanfic, cosplay, etc. It’s valuable and worth our attention. 

One major reason I haven’t made or promoted much of this kind of commentary is that I don’t want to offend AR and get this blog shut down for an opinion that I may not even agree with. In the not-so-distant past, she has been known to react negatively to any review of her works that had even the faintest whiff of criticism. So when I share these potentially provocative posts w/ you I may choose to do so as a link, rather than reblog the thread itself, so that it’s clear that it’s not an opinion born from this blog, and ppl can engage with it separately. 

TL;DR: As a Coven Leader, I do believe that this kind of analysis/commentary is equally valuable as all other fanworks.

It’s valuable to offer differing opinions to you alongside my own. These posts will be tagged #Deep Cuts of VC Analysis. 

*I used some of this person’s words blended in w/ mine here w/o tagging them bc idk if they want to be tagged, if they do, I’ll quote them properly, but since I agree with them, I feel like I can use their words. They are also not the first who have suggested this to me.

Re: “Coven Leader”: While I recognize that many ppl may want to give me a fandom title out of love and appreciation, even if they’re just being that kind of internet-effusive and not really serious, I’m putting up a lot of resistance bc I’ve seen ppl put on a pedestal here and then knocked down, bullied off the site entirely. Whether that was for good reason(s) or not, w/o knowing the truth we can only see from the outside that it appeared to be based on jealousy of that “internet fame.” That may have been the reason, maybe there were no good reasons. Some ppl just like to watch the world burn. So I don’t need to be singled out and given a title or fame when that’s the reaction it can produce. I wouldn’t want to have to turn off Anons. 

I know that there are ppl out there who probably do despise me already bc of internet fame alone, and to them: I’m sorry that you have to see my blog all over the place, I’m sorry if it bothers you, please block me, make your tumblr a happy place for you!

Just wanted to let you know that I get all giddy inside every time I see that you’ve posted a thing! Love your blog!!

omg thank you my fanged little trash kitten! I aim for that effect. I made this fresh just for you… hope ya like.

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Okay so… I thought I was the only one in this world who liked the VC, but… God bless tumblr and your blog! I found you this morning & I’m so happy I’m not alone, I’m so happy I can talk with someone who loves Lestat too! Sorry my bad english :3

Merci beaucoup for the blessings, so happy u found us! *hugs tightly* AND ANOTHER SOUL IS CLAIMED BY THE VC FANDOM

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(Your English is just fine, btw. We have butchered our own language w/ internet speak so badly that it’s a wonder we native English speakers/writers can communicate at all, lol)

I’m gonna cry, I can’t believe I found the most amazing VC blog!! I’ve been obsessed with it, and thought that few people cared abt it here on tumblr, but thankfully that isnt the case! Love your blog <3

Where? Where is this most amazing VC blog you speak of?!!

…Oh, it is mine ♥u♥ Thank u dear! As you can see, I am obsessed w/ it, too. For better or worse. Let Lestat tuck you in tonight:

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psssst there are more of us fanged little trash kittens & monsters than u might think)

Hi! thanks for answering and I’m sorry I made you make a post explaining so many reasons that you’d probably rather to keep for yourself. This blog is fantastic (ι´Д`)ノ and you’re such a sweetie thanks so much hun!! <3 ~the anon of the VC cast ask (▰˘◡˘▰)

I’m really grateful you came back and saw this! I never know if anons will ever see their ask answered, and I always hope that they do. No worries at all, I spend time when it’s something that I care deeply about, and apparently I care deeply about soul-searching why I can’t answer certain things, hahaha…

Come off anon, let me love you, you fanged little trash kitten! ❤

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(psssst: Ask me about specific characters in specific parts of canon, that’s much easier to answer!)

Happy New Year

amadeo-child-of-the-renaissance:

It’s only 7 pm in Italy, but I’ll be busy, so I’m wishing you a happy new year a little earlier.
And here’s a gentle reminder for all vampires with the air-gift: don’t fly tonight. Stay safely on the ground so you won’t run a risk at catching fire.

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*~Happy New Year to all the fanged little trash monsters and kittens!~*

…fly safe!