though its late, and I’m unsure how much to you it means anymore, I’d like to say: happy birthday~

Thank you, and you’re not late, mon cher. My birthday always falls on halves, the night before and the night after… so really, it is a two-night long thing. 

It was a great birthday, even though we ruined a designer gown. Actually, ruining it was part of the fun! Ah, well…

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[^X Lestat by @thacmis]

Happy Birthday, monsieur! Once a face of my nightmares and now one of my darkest (and sexiest) fantasies, I hope you will enjoy this day (or night) and celebrate in the best way you see fit for such grand event.

I can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare… Either way you don’t wanna wake up from me… Oui, I shall raise a glass to you, anonyme.

[^X Lestat by Sec-sa]

wellll its better if we dont bring nicolas back. im just sad because i immediately loved his character and. oopsie he was there just to be burned i will never forgive that lmao

*nods* The fandom takes care of him very well ❤

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[^X Lestat de Valois and Nicolas de Lenfent by @kumiho5]

I think some ppl love Nicolas specifically bc, while he is mentioned, he doesn’t exist in later canon, he’s not as thoroughly explored, there’s more room for the reader to have our own interpretation of him.

As a side note: I really didn’t realize there was so much love for Nicolas until I got on tumblr! I think he represents this generation’s disillusionment with society at large better than Lestat does, Nicolas’ rebellion is a modern-era grunge rebellion, bc he HAS TALENT, and is angry with the way it’s recognized, angry with so much about the way the world runs on autopilot, angry with societal ideals of success. He probably does have some mental issues, too, and I think this generation is more comfortable “coming out” with BPD, or manic-depression, etc. than in 18th century France or at the time TVL was written… with some counseling and/or medication, he might have had a better life. 

@mendedpixie7 put it very well when they wrote about Adam from Only Lovers Left Alive; the similarity to Nicolas seems striking:

The reason I love Only Lovers Left Alive is it shows that a character (Adam) can be severely mentally ill, in this case depressed and suicidal, and still be seen as lovable and capable of being loved and loving in return without being “cured” of their mental illness, and that a mentally ill character can have other attributes aside from being mentally ill while still showing the impact being mentally ill has on his personality.

Adam from OLLA is an extremely important character to me you guys.